warm air

I struggled at first because what I had to tell her,

was not making sense at first.

Because all that I had wanted in this life—

 was something elusive.

If not wet or exclusive.

Anyway, If it’s for two,

It should be sharing between consenting adults.

adults at most.

I saw an inviting woman,

Young but,

Not under age.

I told myself,

I’ll be a fool to let her slip—

from  my sight if not from my grasp.

Her body was something—

I haven’t seen before.

I went to her to tell her how I really feel.

And when warm air off her nose graced my neck,
I shook  terribly like I was being  hit by bullet- fragments.

how do I

I am not afraid of women but, people portray me so,
There are many admires,some secret, other live,
Flirting is getting me annoyed,how would you feel if;
A girl with good morals suddenly become a good girl turned bad?
I thought she loved me, I was so in love, I would fight with my family,
Congregants over what they had realised,before me,was nothing but,
Infatuation. I was escorting my mother one spring money,there she was;
Sitting pretty under another man's armpits,a contract worker, I thought to myself,
Why isn't his smell disgust her? she glanced at me,walked away,not until,
She removed his arm from her shoulders.I said nothing either,
A beavy of beauties were bouncing right in front of me,
I had forgotten where my mother was.Our love was now gone forever,
I used to lie to myself while lying on a bed by myself; She and I will have a
Yard full of children. Warning bells should have rung at the back of my mind when:
I was being scolded in church for overlooking her while, I questioned her loyalty to me.
Now I am view as a con-man by almost every body who crosses my path,
How do I commit to someone whose words slithers out of her mouth,hisses whenever
the truth is revealed? She has a man and a son in kindergarten school, I got almost,nothing.

I curse the day our eyes met

I just walked past her kissing another man,
Why did I fall in love without getting to know her first?
I am going to be the township's joke of the year,
I already am as I can not control my emotions right now,
I feel tears welling in my eyes,
Who is going to stop them as God will not?
He will not because I believe premarital sex is forbidden.
Since the beginning of time men have been tricked,
So long as one has blood is going to get robbed.
Maybe it was her cousin,
Maybe she is engaged to be married now brags,
I never knew her for years till a friend introduced us,
I curse the day our eyes met,
What was I doing at that grocery store nine years ago?
I was doing what all shoppers do for God's sake!
She is trying to get my attention,
Find out if I am the jealous type,
Most men are jealous of their loved ones,
I will no longer pursue her as she is maybe;
the reason our municipality billing has been skyrocketing,
Do you know why?
She is working at their billing department.